Sunday, January 3, 2010

FA Call & Depression

An FA member called today. I was busy at the time, so I felt bad that I couldn't talk longer.

It turns out that I don't have what I need for my food plan, I have some (fruits, vegetables). I have protein, which is important to the food plan. So far I have been staying as close as possible to the foods I need to be health.

I did fell deeply depressed this morning & cried when I thought about how much I love Katherine, and how badly it hurts not to have her with me in a romantic relationship. It makes me sad to have only a friendship with the girl I love so much. In the beginning there was so much hope, joy and excitement. Now it's a struggle to earn her trust. I hope it is possible, or better yet likely.

No comments:

Post a Comment